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this is my addictionPop a pill and take it
Maybe you'll forge the day
Pop some more and fake it
Maybe it will go away
Grab the knife and test it
Is it sharp enough to work?
Break the skin, detest it
The blood lingers, just to irk
Smile at the relief you feel
Smile as if it's not quite real
Smile as the pain dissolves
Smile as problems resolve
I don't need it, I can cope without
I don't need therapy or another way out
I don't need counselling or hugs
I don't need alcohol or drugs
Pretend life is all just fiction
After all, This is my addiction
Four AM ForeverFour AM
for the end?
Circles. Just small, white circles.
What's the use?
What's the point?
Like the pills
like the end
LatreuophobiaI wash off sick-sweet orange lipstick in front of a mirror as dusty as gothic romances. It tastes like oblivion, that is to say, like nothing my tongue can detect.
The door opens with a creak no private restroom could emulate. Some chick with blue bobbed hair and smeared eyeliner. I looked like that once. Ten years ago.
Getting the beer out of my hair is harder. Some men just can't take it when I'd rather they not kiss my feet or call me an angel or-
“Dayum girl, you look like a goddess.”
I gulp, taste of acid.
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